Merry belated Christmas & Happy advanced New Year!
This year definitely ended on a high note. Another series of unexpected events but Im too lazy to explain wahahahahahahahaah! Im enjoying my long weekend off from willingly turning myself in to prison. But then again... I still have a goal to achieve before 31st... shit!
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
blast off into the 3rd week of intern!
woooooooo! 2 shity weeks have passed by without much of an instant and 6 more to go! At our jail placement, we rotate cells every week so that we can communicate with different inmates and experience different types of jail work. How did I get in in the first place? hahaha... This was funny/lame when I explained to my friend. I didnt know how I got in but I was dealing with blood for 2 weeks then I got arrested, they put a paper bag over my head and took me to a basement carpark. Yes I was bored and going insane hence the explanation.
I just had to take a photo of this because it was such a small little window but yet they just cant leave it alone... So they built a grill... Never failing to emphasize the 'prison' design. I think the person who designed this place was an ex-criminal. On the bright side at least I can see sunlight, some trees and I got signal to my phone haha!
For the 3rd week, I was placed in a cell which deals with samples of patient's infested tissues like appendix, cysts, granules, lumps and I even saw a whole freaking uterus. Nothing much really, I still ate chocolate after that not thinking about how my colleague cut the tissues like cutting vegetables with juices oozing out, yummy! It was really sad entering this new cell, it somehow just motivates me to kill myself over and over again. What more surprises may be coming my way?
This is my jail cell:
I just had to take a photo of this because it was such a small little window but yet they just cant leave it alone... So they built a grill... Never failing to emphasize the 'prison' design. I think the person who designed this place was an ex-criminal. On the bright side at least I can see sunlight, some trees and I got signal to my phone haha!Tuesday, November 17, 2009
A message from above or at least what I thought...
Finally I found myself having a day packed with activities, 3/4 of the day actually. Exams are done with and there goes year 2 as well. Four months of holiday to look forward to and Im stressed as hell in less than a week after exams. Its funny how stress follows you around, if it isnt study stress its boredom stress or just some other people screwing things up for you. Its inevitable, somehow it'll catch up with you. But today... it caught on to me but somehow I managed to shook it off without having to self-motivate.
Back to my day, dance training at 9am, we did a lot of endurance training (physiology was on my mind throughout the exercise), this really drained half of my energy and I found myself dragging through the remaining session. So after training, I headed off to 1U to meet up with some friends for a K session. They decided to catch a movie immediately after K, I didnt join them as I planned to go to the club house to settle some membership issues and swim while Im there. So here's the part where I felt that something struck a message to me. It was around 4pm when I left 1U and was pouring really heavily (I was inside so I didnt know it was raining when I said I was heading off to the club house). So I was thinking, "should I go home instead and come again another day?" I drove on. About halfway to my destination along the highway, I saw clear skies in a distance of what I thought was where Im heading, wow I couldnt be happier. However, the moment lasted not even a good minute when the road curved away from the light and pointed me to dark stormy clouds, my real destination. I drove on, I didnt know why... I never thought of turning back. The rain got even heavier to the point where I had to use full wiper speed or else I wouldnt be able to see the road. The journey was sluggish, roads were flooded, a few accidents... what surprised me most was when I was about 1km+ before reaching, the rain gradually stopped! Not even a single drop! Mo**** F*****! Im not lying. Only then my mind came back to my physical piece of brain and I realised why I drove on.
I was stoning while driving, but this was the message that came to my focus: When we are thrown into an issue, naturally we would seek the most obvious form of comfort to alleviate the problem. But if we never take risks, we would never know what is two steps ahead of us. The phase from light to the dark clouds made me want to turn towards home but I reached my club house without a single drop of rain on me. I didnt give up or give in and I havent done so either when it came to settling some my thoughts. Neither have I given up on my hopes and beliefs.
Though the staff in the office pissed me off regarding the membership (inefficient bunch of wan ton soup), I had a good swim anyhow! =)
Enjoy the holidays!
Back to my day, dance training at 9am, we did a lot of endurance training (physiology was on my mind throughout the exercise), this really drained half of my energy and I found myself dragging through the remaining session. So after training, I headed off to 1U to meet up with some friends for a K session. They decided to catch a movie immediately after K, I didnt join them as I planned to go to the club house to settle some membership issues and swim while Im there. So here's the part where I felt that something struck a message to me. It was around 4pm when I left 1U and was pouring really heavily (I was inside so I didnt know it was raining when I said I was heading off to the club house). So I was thinking, "should I go home instead and come again another day?" I drove on. About halfway to my destination along the highway, I saw clear skies in a distance of what I thought was where Im heading, wow I couldnt be happier. However, the moment lasted not even a good minute when the road curved away from the light and pointed me to dark stormy clouds, my real destination. I drove on, I didnt know why... I never thought of turning back. The rain got even heavier to the point where I had to use full wiper speed or else I wouldnt be able to see the road. The journey was sluggish, roads were flooded, a few accidents... what surprised me most was when I was about 1km+ before reaching, the rain gradually stopped! Not even a single drop! Mo**** F*****! Im not lying. Only then my mind came back to my physical piece of brain and I realised why I drove on.
I was stoning while driving, but this was the message that came to my focus: When we are thrown into an issue, naturally we would seek the most obvious form of comfort to alleviate the problem. But if we never take risks, we would never know what is two steps ahead of us. The phase from light to the dark clouds made me want to turn towards home but I reached my club house without a single drop of rain on me. I didnt give up or give in and I havent done so either when it came to settling some my thoughts. Neither have I given up on my hopes and beliefs.
Though the staff in the office pissed me off regarding the membership (inefficient bunch of wan ton soup), I had a good swim anyhow! =)
Enjoy the holidays!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Here's something for my friend who was so pissed at a bitch today!
Jo Jo Jo-n... Moodless like there's no end, and she doesnt feel like talking, oh man! How can I make her understand, that no matter what Ill always be there whatever the circumstance!
haha... well that's what friends and especially besties are for...
haha... well that's what friends and especially besties are for...
Monday, October 12, 2009
12th October 2009
If only I could live life like it was my last day, maybe then I'd discover what's missing in my life at the moment...
Exams are near, like very very near expecially since I havent really sat my ass down and focus on any subjects yet. I have slacked much this semester, there could be a few reasons why but Id like to put those aside in the mean time, however I can say that I enjoyed uni life most beginning with this sem so far. Its that time again where Ill tell myself to stop fooling around, come up with a study timetable, stick to it and prove that all the money invested in my studies at monash is valued.
Somebody, anybody, kick my ass hard enough until it leaves a print. I need the extra push!
Today was a weird day... I was feeling very tired til the point of no facial expression... my mood was not affected I probably just needed that kick again to get my energy circulating. However, something could have made my day should that event have occurred. It never did. It was one of those little details that I though would happen but arrgghh! hahaha. I realised that certain things have changed that's all.
Exams are near, like very very near expecially since I havent really sat my ass down and focus on any subjects yet. I have slacked much this semester, there could be a few reasons why but Id like to put those aside in the mean time, however I can say that I enjoyed uni life most beginning with this sem so far. Its that time again where Ill tell myself to stop fooling around, come up with a study timetable, stick to it and prove that all the money invested in my studies at monash is valued.
Somebody, anybody, kick my ass hard enough until it leaves a print. I need the extra push!
Today was a weird day... I was feeling very tired til the point of no facial expression... my mood was not affected I probably just needed that kick again to get my energy circulating. However, something could have made my day should that event have occurred. It never did. It was one of those little details that I though would happen but arrgghh! hahaha. I realised that certain things have changed that's all.
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