Here's something for my friend who was so pissed at a bitch today!

Jo Jo Jo-n... Moodless like there's no end, and she doesnt feel like talking, oh man! How can I make her understand, that no matter what Ill always be there whatever the circumstance!

haha... well that's what friends and especially besties are for...

12th October 2009

If only I could live life like it was my last day, maybe then I'd discover what's missing in my life at the moment...

Exams are near, like very very near expecially since I havent really sat my ass down and focus on any subjects yet. I have slacked much this semester, there could be a few reasons why but Id like to put those aside in the mean time, however I can say that I enjoyed uni life most beginning with this sem so far. Its that time again where Ill tell myself to stop fooling around, come up with a study timetable, stick to it and prove that all the money invested in my studies at monash is valued.

Somebody, anybody, kick my ass hard enough until it leaves a print. I need the extra push!

Today was a weird day... I was feeling very tired til the point of no facial expression... my mood was not affected I probably just needed that kick again to get my energy circulating. However, something could have made my day should that event have occurred. It never did. It was one of those little details that I though would happen but arrgghh! hahaha. I realised that certain things have changed that's all.

When life takes a turn.

Im sure everyone has experienced times where they feel on top of the World and nothing could take them down. Then there are those less fortunate times when they feel they are at the deepest trenches of the ocean and still being shat on! Lets face it, happy go lucky doesn't really last too long kids, yup that's right. Life is like a business cycle whereby you'll have the boom followed by a downswing, trough and finally the recovery period. Im a science student and even I know that, how shitty can this get? Nah Im just using the cycle as an analogy. But one quite worrying fact I know is that the higher you climb, the harder you'll fall should you decide to trip. It applies to almost anything from a business to relationships, whatever it is... When you trip, you'll fall hard depending on how high you've climbed. The thing is, we dont just lose it all when it happens, that's why I mentioned "decide to trip". Because it is your loss of balance that determines the trip. I've also learned that fate does not control everything, it is a fact that most of the time the power of decision is within our own palms. Some of the things that could lead to a downfall are selfishness, greed, lust and ignorance. Sometimes things can change so quickly that it confuses you inside out. One moment you feel great and next you're wondering why you felt great...

Good news is that hey, why climb alllll the way to the top and risk falling hard? I always think that slow is steady and steady is progression. If you can build a foundation at every successful step, you could rise and risk a gentle fall or no fall at all right? Patience is platinum, a masterpiece can never be rushed and so does all the things that matters most to you.