And for the next 3 months...

...and waking up from the dead, no seriously all i've been doing is attending LAN classes four days a week from mon to thurs. It sure feels like a regular school week of sem 2 except that im there physically but not mentally. Ok whatever it is, im gna suffer through and be done with this once and for all. My one and only motivation. So im doing National Language A and M'sian Studies this summer and to be frank, it wasnt as bad as i expected! Thank goodness i have friends suffering alongside me haha! But for M.S. ok honestly that lecturer dude has some issues. He is like a humanoid, what do you call them... a cyborg? He pauses after a couple of words everytime. I remembered during the first class... He drew our attention, the whole class went from bazaar to pin-drop silence... we looked at him, he stood there, -information processing...- in his pentium 1 mind, for at least 10secs before continuing another 4/5words? After about 6secs or so i was like " go on... and then?" with gesture. Come on man do you need that long to charge your batteries before you talk? Ok a bit harsh, but on the good side he doesnt give 2 shits if everyone was making noise behind. Ill give him credit for that! :D

It has been 2 weeks and 6 more to go, yay me. Because of this its hard for me to look for a suitable job that suits my schedule. Yeah what kind of job would suit YOUR schedule its more like the other way around agree? So there goes 1 of my major plans for this holiday, its not off but got a whole lot dimmer. 60kg by March 09, is one im doing my best to focus on, no artificial powders and shit, just pure determination, hardwork and ignoring discouragement.

Results came out on yesterday (thursday).. frightening? Very. It was suppose to be out friday noon but caught us by surprise and on the before doomsday party night for some of us. News of this epidemic spreaded quickly and soon enough all of us were affected. Ok i admit i did pass the unfortunate msg to others as well haha. Did i check my results immediately? No.. but i wanted to.. It was a tough decision. Whether to be happy knowing the results and partying my ass off at the club or ruining the night. Enjoy the night, period.

So back to the beginning... I found myself gaining parts of my life back by having fun with friends at the Loft KL last night. Not my kind of way to enjoy a night out with friends so i found it quite ok and some parts were just so-so. Dancing and drinking in the club is fun no doubt but smelling like shit later and your hair also like shit smell only, disgusting. Not to mention inhaling 2nd hand smoke for hours and yelling into your friend's ear. Well.. once in a while ya? once in awhile indeed.